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Friday, April 16, 2010

Random urge to blog again.

this video is awesomely hilarious.. haha.
had the most hilarious convo with a friend today. contents of the convo as goes:
anyway, was wondering to myself, is it me or what?
why do most of the guys i fall for are gay. seriously. 4 so far already. this sucks


i was, like okay girl. i din really needa know that.
TTSH sucked all my money that i earned on the kota trip. wtf..
Thursday, April 01, 2010

A random urge to blog..


today seems to be a very awkward day.
You seemed to be avoiding me, but why?
Have I done anything wrong?
Maybe, its liking you.
But if it is, please let me know, so I can stop liking you.
I know its gonna be a difficult thing to do, but I'll do it somehow if it makes you happy.
All I wanna see is you happy you know?
I doubt you'll ever read my blog.
But if you do, I hope you'lll know what I am thinking and feeling at this juncture.
Love is such an unfathomable thing I guess.

This is my message for you:
I really wish I could turn back the time to those days at L. Those happy times we had together, where I could talk to you about anything without this awkward feeling. Those times where we bitched about C together. Times where we would just FUCK CARE the world in our room and do stupid things. I really missed those times.
I really regret my actions that may have starlted you. I hope you forgive me.
Maybe its not the right time yet, or it may not be even destined that both of us will happen. I really wanna remain as good friends with you. Please do not allow this incident to jeopardise our friendship alright?
Please, Please, Please. I really love the friendship that we use to have till this thing happen. Promise me alright? I don't know how to talk to you face to face already. So I just have to resort to this method, and hopefully, you'll read it (which I doubt you would anyway).


ILY<3



Let's skip to the most exciting update(:
SURPRISED aunty RINI at lido today with a cake and 3 BIG candles cos she didn't wanna tell us her actual age. HAHA!! so 30 years old about there luhh hor AUNTY RINI? (: haha (I KNOW YOU WILL READ MY BLOG)
6 or none was all out together after the trip(: i really miss the langkawi times. (: haha..
had SAKAE buffet and was damn full after that. skipped dinner and had a donut bought by my irritating but adorable ah lian sister of mine.
OHH, while I was having sakae buffet, I saw Janaine, Kai and KOPI SOHH! (:
fast forward: hectic week next week.
SYF
RECCEE
MBS CAMP.
RAHHHH!! i miss my fellow CHA instructors. i miss doing camps with them):
Thank God for the regular meet ups(: I LOVE YOU PEOPLE! (: haha.

Ah wells, in life we've gotta move on. (:
looking forward to sat's party(: miss those bunch of kids(:
alrights. I'll be back when I have the urge to post something again(:
bye blog(:

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