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Monday, August 31, 2009

hi people I'm here to update.
today it's the 1st time I've been up since 730am and not not gone back to sleep since the last camp I did? it's been a long nite for me as I had to battle fear and anxiety. fear of not being able to tell him what I wanted to, fear of so many things. my heart broke when I received his msg this morning. I really dunno how to handle this anymore. but no matter how hard or how taxing it's gonna be, I've to hang in there!! for the sake of my 2 sisters. grandma.
all I can say is I love you dad.