hi people I'm here to update.
today it's the 1st time I've been up since 730am and not not gone back to sleep since the last camp I did? it's been a long nite for me as I had to battle fear and anxiety. fear of not being able to tell him what I wanted to, fear of so many things. my heart broke when I received his msg this morning. I really dunno how to handle this anymore. but no matter how hard or how taxing it's gonna be, I've to hang in there!! for the sake of my 2 sisters. grandma.
all I can say is I love you dad.
i've deleted the old blog.
begin a new lease of LIFE!(:
Aunty Sheila's in town, flying of on sunday...
been having the time of my life with her! all the shopping all the makan-ning...
dinner with her on thursday alone with the girls. SO EXCITED!(: its like tmr!
okay.. some of the updates:
1. its been a trying time for many of us... suddenly you just left us like. it's still hard for us to accept the fact that you're gone.. its still trying to sink into many of us. RIP my dear friend.
2. been heading for ltw very frequently. all the pictures... look out! (:
That's bernard on the electric guitar(his bling bling blue guitar)
That's Melvin on vocals and keys.(awesome)
a blurred picture of the band( still cant see pat)
Thats a picture of the band( but i cant see PAT)
THE AWESOME BASSIST and THE DRUMMER!!
of course, 1 of the awesome drinks from LTW!
more photos available on FB! (:
okay. i'm off to watch tee vee! (:
